Why say something when you don’t mean it? That REALLY winds me up!!!
Don’t know why I fucking bother sometimes !
Try to help someone, they ignore you till someone else suggests it!
Then they make digs at you for not having a job. Does it not look like I’m trying? Seriously?
Then if you do to them what they’ve done to you with the niggly comments they don’t like the taste of their own medicine. They really have blinkers on! Don’t you see how many times you’ve upset me of late?
Why do people say things without thinking? Why do they insist on saying things to hurt your feelings when you’re not on top form? And they know you’re not?! Fecking winds me up grrr
Well… Back to normality today then… Oh wait, like yesterday was any different really. Could have been any other saturday when I had money other than opening some cards in the morning. Shopping, meal out, see mum, home… Ain’t really birthday material. So much for my “friends”. Not wanting to help me celebrate either.
I’m not enjoying life at the minute. It really does suck.
So it’s here! And my predictions were correct… No presents! Not even a card from the other half!!! I have a cake though. I was promised breakfast in bed this morning… I woke up at like 7:15… Laid in bed for half hour, gave up, and got up… Now… An hour and a half later who’s still in bed ? Yes… The other half! Tried organising something to celebrate my birthday with my mates… Admittedly I did leave it late and 2 couldn’t make it out of the 3… So try organising one next week… 1 can do one night and not the other…1 can day the other and not one night… And the 3rd never got back to me. So I frigging give up! I’d change plans to help a “mate” celebrate a birthday! Shows where I stand on other peoples priorities hey ! :( oh well… I’ve. Got to 25 years old in life without needing to find new mates…